Then I met someone
And eh, there's nothing else I can say

Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

I am in such an odd mood right now.

I just.
I like him so much, and it's not the right time.
I need a man.
I can't keep being single. In september it will have been two fucking years since I've dated anyone.
Normally I wouldn't care.

But it's just.
Ugh.
I hate being gay sometimes.
Why the fuck is it so hard finding someone.
I'm going to stop writing this part because I'm about to cry.

But. In any event.
Today was pretty good.
Got some applications turned in.
And I think I have a chance to get a job Cinnabon or Build a Bear. Due to the fact that the other three places didn't take a once-over of my application. I mean, Jamba Juice is going to have openings pretty soon because I know tons of people are going to quit within the next two weeks. So I'll be sure to call them in two weeks.

So around Thursday next week, I'll probably call all of them back. Because Cinnabon is holding interviews next week, and I'm not sure about BaB.

Regardless, I need a job. So badly.

I don't have much else to say besides
i want a man.

Oh god.

Today was amazing
Im so pooped.


And I have special brownies! LOL.
Jaykay, they're normal brownies.
Very good brownies :3


Have a good week everyone <3

Hempfest is today.

I may get to stay out later than usual? Yayyyyy!

Anyway
No time to write a blog.
I'm "going to my cousins birthday".
My grandma just told Marilee that so she wouldn't know I'm going to hempfest.

Can't you see why I want to effing leave my house?
So many lies and corruption.
I can't be around that all the time.
It makes me lie and manipulate.

I don't want that shit, man.

ANYWAY.

TODAY IS GOING TO BE A GOOOOOOD DAY.
Gonna see Dan <3
I love that man. sooooo much.

<3

tell me tell me tell me more~

New vlog

It's not uploaded yettt but it's recorded <3

It's really good 8D

Apparently, I have a sexy voice.

According to Darryll and Brenduhfucks.
I mean Brenda.

:D

Its 12:30 so I'm going to sleep.

GOODNIGHT MOON <3

rage rage rage rage rage rage

Greediness is not a good quality.
You stupid fucks.


Like honestly.
Fucking feel appreciative of WHAT YOU GET.
DON'T FUCKING PUSSY OUT WHEN YOU DON'T GET WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT.


SERIOUSLY.
Fucking greedy pigs.

I'm pissed.

However, this video makes me feel so much better.



Pro.

Raging at people

Tomorrow is going to be good, though.

not going to hempfest today

no time to write a blog
off to Kirkland <3

eric hutchinson <3

love that man.


So;
Today was crazy.
Didn't do ANYTHING that I wanted to do.
I went to Bellevue, only to have to go to Redmond. And stay there for like an hour before I had to go to Kirkland. I went to Kirkland and got a subway, then waited for my bus.
Honestly. Didn't do ANYTHING that I wanted. AT ALL.
It sucked. Kinda. I saw Eric for the first time in I don't even KNOW how long. That was good.

TOMORROW!!!! HEMPFEST, YEUHHHH. I don't smoke weed, but I still love Hempfest.
Gonna see Hannah and Batman <3 SOO EXCITED.
I miss those girls <3

Anyway.
Maple related stuff.
Well, I'm about to make a JQ.
This time I discussed the prizes with Josie so I don't have any doubts <3

Today is just, a fantastic day, dude.
I love it.
It's awesome

AND! ITS GOING TO BE AT LEAST KINDA SUNNY TOMORROW! BACK INTO THE 8O'S AND 9O'S NEXT WEEK!!! Wheeee! I love summer.

Ugh, school is so soon. Oh well. THAT JUST MEANS SNOWBOARDING IS SOON TOO!!!! WHEEEE.

I'm hyper. I thought I was gonna sleep four hours ago but my headache got all better. Whooo. :D

This is a really long vlog, eh? Yeah, it is.


I LOVE LIEF <3

Josie<3Shirley<3Joyce<3Andric<3Jordannn<3Oliver<3 I KNOW HES NOT HOMO BUT WHATEVER. Neither is Andric, I don't think. I don't know about Jordan.
Anyway.
I FUCKIN LOVE TODAY, MAN.

Good mood.


Currently Listening to ;
Super Junior <3

hardstyle is my style ;

So today is the day.
The day that I hopefully get a god damn job.
I need some money, dude.
Really bad. D:

Hopefully I get the job! Short blog, because I've gotta be going, but you know

LOVE YOU <3

Bai guise.

Oh in case you're wondering.

Places I applied at ;
Auntie Anne's [Pretzel Place, fucking amazing. The people there are SO NICE.]
Element [Douchebag central]
Zumiez [The D in Douchebag]
Build A Bear [Laawl]
Cinnabon [WOULDN'T THAT BE A FUCKING AMAZING PLACE TO WORK? I'd get so fat though .___.]

Kay bye!!

It's 1 am.

God I hate people.
So much.

I mean, I know we're friends and all, and I know you want to give me feedback.
Calm down, dude.
Just. Calm down.


Anyway, its 1:30 in the morning and this is the earliest that I've fallen asleep in the past like week.

Ugh. Not excited for school on the 31st.
Really not excited to be a sophomore
and REALLY REALLY not excited for rain tomorrow.

D:

All in all, I suppose I'm cool, man.
Hopefully this stays the way it is.

Except the weather can change. I want it to be warm.

Hey guys!

First blog, yeah?

Yeah.

:D

So, I decided to start blogging.
Because when I can't vent on the forums when they're down! D;

So, important stuffs that have happened lately.

I got GM'd
I started looking for a job.
I started looking at how to code NPCs.
I haven't made any vlogs since I've been sick like every day.

So my plan for tomorrow;
Turn in my job app's.
Make it NOT rain.

Update this blog. :D

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